I feel you. Me too, left the man i love because of mental, emotional abusive. Unloved and tremendios degregstion day in and out. With hid friends, family and strangerd who told him, he shoild not talk that way about your wife and avoided him.Since i did not have the courage and strenght to leave him, as every one told me over and over that i deserve better and can do better. My children took me away and desided it is time they take care of their mother. And here i am being loved and care for. Missing him and dont want him at the same time after being with him for 18 yrs.Almost 2 yrs now. Am lonely, sad depress and yearning to be in the arms of a msn, which have yet to do. I am a beautifull pracefull new city. The part i live it is upscsle. No one around to interact with. I forve my self to go for walk, it is so desolate i feel like what jail inmate say to one going for execution dead man walking.Working on self help via internet information.I stop.talking now too much more negative information, i could talk all day not repeat a word.
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